I’m over thinking again, as I always do.
My attempt to open up and express my feelings always end in contradicting babble. No conclusions, more confusion.
Yet here I am attempting it again, putting myself back through a process I never liked.
Thoughts of opening up run back and forth causing a heavy fog over my thoughts limiting how coherent I am.
The constant judgement and possible conclusions cross my mind, some of them true others not, yet I shy away from your reaction to my thoughts fearful of rejection. There’s no point.
The conclusion, I’m damaged and that’s not good enough right now.