Life, living it but out of reach. Here, but not present. Pointless? Depends. Coping mechanisms- intoxication, pills. Sounds like that of an addict. Is life something that needs to be coped with?
Lies, you live life. Lies, life is enjoyable, fun, filled with happiness. A social paradigm. A sims world? Maybe
Mental instability? Impossible. But anything is possible, no?
I guess the point of this is, your life is meant to be yours to live but recently it feels as if I have a lack of control. Control freak? Maybe Tired? Definitely
All of this but still a fighter. Here, present and confused